Haha. Its been a while since I've written on here.

Where to begin?

Haha. Its too long a story to tell. So much amazing stuff has happened and so many more decisions to be made still. I'm not going to tell you. Instead..

Anyways....

In high school, I used to make fun of a girl who read the 'Twilight' series. I think I even used to grab the book from her sometimes.

Now.....

I met a a girl over the summer (lol) who absolutely adores and loves Twilight. So, it began for this mere fact that since I liked this girl. I started reading Twilight. I asked one of my friends if I could borrow her book. And, she gladly assisted me.

So, I got the book but I didn't read right away since I had alot on my mind(to be told at another time). Eventually, I started reading...Chapter 1....Chapter 2...*yawn* i was so bored.....sooo i gave up. Then, one night when I was talking to this girl I liked I decided to start reading Chapter 3....I COULD NOT STOP AFTER THAT.

Of course in retrospect, carrying a twilight book had its disadvantages and advantages.

Disadvantages: Every guy will make fun of you for reading 'Twilight',

Advantages: Girls defend you for reading 'Twilight' and think its cute. Plus, carrying it on a bus can strike up a conversation with a a really cute girl. lol.

I finished 'Twilight' last Friday. I finished New Moon and Eclipse yesterday(yup, all in one day). I'm going to start Breaking Dawn soon but I'm still behind on my school work. lol.

I started reading just because of a girl but now, its because I actually want to. I mean, i'm still reading it for a girl but I actually like and want to read this series.

It really is a good series. I wish I believed that girl in high school  and my apologies to her and everyone who I made fun of for that fact.

Now, that wasn't really an update. lol.

 

 

So, today is March 12, 2009. I think my last post was in January!!!

Alot has happened since album and cards:

-my birthday
-a surprise party
-a new found love for cinema
-new found loves
-changes
-dreams
-break ups
-new friendships
-fights
-misunderstandings
-stronger friendships
-lost connections
-triumphs
-failures

etc....the list could go on.

The future is moving way too quickly and I don't know if I can keep up. I think things are going by very fast and sometimes I don't know the consequences for my actions. I think my life is turning more spontaneous. I am having new experiences and friendships but at the same time I think that I am losing touch with my past.

I am sorry I can't be 100% the friend I can be. I have failed at that.

I think my favorite quote is so true right now:

"Don't ever tell anybody anything, if you do you start missing everyone"

and there are times when your family is alright...when they do random acts of kindness by cooking you food and seeing if everything is alright...

ugh. im such a hypocrite.